Lupe was a wild little girl. Her two brothers, Paulo and Jorge, were almost as wild as she.

They all swam in the deepest water holes. They swam when the river was running high. Once Paulo was swept a mile downstream before he was caught in a tree half-submerged in the water and was able to pull himself out. It wasn’t long after this that the children began playing with dead lizards. They closed the little gecko’s jaws over their earlobes as earrings and hung them from their lips as monsters' teeth. When their cousin Julio came from the city to visit them, he was disgusted by their games, so they put a dead snake in his bed. For this they were spanked.

What Lupe loved most of all was the family’s horse. Ever since the day three years ago when they had bought him, Lupe had helped her father brush him and feed him, clean out his stall, and oil and polish his saddle. He was even wilder than the three children. The horse’s name was El Diablo, “The Devil.” He had been badly treated as a yearling and hated most men. But he was gentle with children, especially Lupe.

 

In the early months of the rainy season, when the ground was soft and the new green plants were still tender, Lupe would take him out to the hills in the late afternoon to play their game. When El Diablo was saddled, he was obedient. But once in the hills, where no one could see, Lupe would take off his saddle and bridle, and they would pretend he was a wild stallion.

He would race about, galloping here and there, sometimes running close to Lupe, but too far away for her to touch. Lupe would stand as still as an owl, only moving her eyes, or she would crouch motionless on a big rock, and wait. At last El Diablo would pause to nuzzle her, with wide eyes, to see if she was still alive. Lupe would leap on his back and hang onto his mane. Pretending to be frightened, the horse would race off across the fields. Then he would suddenly stop, turn round and round, buck and run. He would stand up on his hind legs and paw the air, until he finally threw her off. Lupe would lie in the wet green leaves. Then El Diablo would come up to her and blow his frothing snot all over her face. She would laugh and hug his neck.

All that was before her accident. It happened in November, the year that Lupe was 11 years old, Paulo was 12 and Jorge 8. Their father had gone to the fields to make one last check to see that every bit of corn had been harvested and bagged. Their mother was at a neighbor’s house with their new baby brother, Flor, making empanadas stuffed with squash and brown sugar to celebrate the last days of the harvest. Paulo took their father’s old rifle and the three children walked quietly off to a little rocky valley near the river. This was a place where no one ever went since the day an old woman had drowned in a flash flood. Everyone said her ghost still hid in the crevices between the rocks and trees.

Suddenly she felt a burst of pain in her back, and she was thrown to the ground.

The children came here for secret target practice. They pretended they were a group of small farmers caught in a feud between two powerful drug dealers who were terrorizing the countryside.

You may think this was all from police movies they had seen on television. But Lupe, Paulo, and Jorge had no TV. They lived in a state of Mexico where people could and can make 20 times the money for a crop of marijuana or opium than for a good crop of corn. So, as they do today, many farmers grew the drugs in secret fields back in the higher hills where no one went. The Mexican villagers were too smart to use the marijuana or the opium themselves. They’d sell it to dealers who would sell it in the United States for millions of dollars. The three children had seen the marijuana fields and the poppy fields when they climbed into the higher mountains to gather wood. They had seen young men with their guns, and later with their new 4-wheel-drive pick-ups and deluxe vans. They had heard the shoot-outs in the streets. And they knew it was no TV movie. But now they were playing with their father’s rifle, and their battle was only a game.

The children were using a giant fig tree as their target. Lupe had finished her turn. She had to pee. She saw some bushes off to the side, so she began to walk toward them. Suddenly she felt a burst of pain in her back, and she was thrown to the ground. Thinking that Paulo had pushed her, with fury she tried to jump up to fight him. But she could not move her legs. The numbing pain in her back spread up into her head and made her weak and confused. In a daze she turned over and sat up. Both her brothers were running toward her.

 

She looked down at her legs. They lay there in front of her body, one crossed over the other. But she couldn’t feel them. They didn’t seem to belong to her anymore. Dizzy with pain, she sat there. What had happened? She noticed that there was a pool of liquid coming out between her legs. The puddle grew on the ground until it came about half way down her thighs, then it stopped spreading and soaked into the dirt. She had peed where she sat, but she couldn’t feel it coming out, or wetting her. She couldn’t feel her legs or anything. A bullet had ricocheted off a rock and shattered her spine. Lupe looked up at her brothers and said nothing.

Lupe’s family took her to the hospital in the city. She lay across the back seat of the bus, with some cloths under her. Her family sat in the seats around her, squashed together, staring out the windows at the dry green hills, at the trucks passing on the highway. No one said a word about the accident.

Lupe was operated on almost immediately. After several hours, a fat man in a white coat came out to the hall where her family sat waiting. He looked down at Lupe’s father with a disgusted look, then motioned to him to follow. Several women in blue cotton coats appeared pushing a bed on wheels, where Lupe lay still as death. Her mother and brothers followed her into a room, as her father went with the doctor to the front desk.

There was an armed guard sitting next to a secretary. The doctor turned and said to Lupe’s father, “The operation is completed. But the child will have to stay in the hospital for three weeks. The bullet cut right through the spinal cord. She’s paralyzed. From the waist down.” The doctor tilted his head back and looked down along his nose at Lupe’s father. “It’s another case of peasant stupidity; you’ll pay for it now by having a cripple on your hands for the rest of your life. Pay here at the desk—the full amount, or the child will not be permitted to leave the hospital.”

The doctor turned and waddled down the hall. He would not see them again. After all, he knew that she would almost certainly die of pressure sores within a year. Most of them did.

Lupe’s father took the bus back to the village to find money. The rest of the family stayed in the hospital and watched over Lupe. The days went by and turned into a week, then two. Lupe was weak and tired, but otherwise she seemed quite well. She talked, and ate and played with her brothers and baby Flor. Her mother changed the cloths under her whenever they became wet. Otherwise Lupe lay in bed, moving only her arms—and her mouth. She talked and ate A LOT.

One day her mother was changing her cloths when she suddenly saw how big Lupe’s belly was. She looked like she was going to have a baby! They remembered that Lupe had not had a bowel movement in over two weeks. What could they do? How could she get rid of her waste when she couldn’t feel anything and had no control over any muscles below her waist? They talked to the nurses, who told them everybody in this condition had the same problems and they would have to work it out themselves.

Work it out? How? Finally one of the nurses gave Lupe’s mother the name of a private nurse, outside the hospital, who as she said, “specializes in evacuation.” Lupe’s mother left the hospital and walked four miles to the unfamiliar address. She returned late that night with the nurse, who taught the family how to help Lupe move her bowels using a greased finger. The following day, 17 days after she had left home, Lupe pooped onto sheets of newspaper laid out on the bed. It stank so badly and embarrassed Lupe so much that she wanted to disappear. Why had this happened to her? She hadn’t done anything wrong. Well, maybe a little, but she had been careful, had kept way back from the target. Would she ever be able to walk and run again? Why couldn’t she just die?

Two days later, Lupe’s father returned with borrowed money and a folding cot. They left the hospital the next morning. Some people noticed them as they walked through the city to the bus station. Lupe lay in the cot, carried by her father and two brothers; her mother walked behind them carrying Flor on her hip. Everything else—their extra clothes, food, medicines—was piled in the cot around Lupe.

The bus drove home over the same roads, with the same trucks and hills passing by the windows. But this time Lupe noticed only that everyone stared at her with pity in their eyes. Or they sneaked embarrassed looks at her when they thought she wasn’t looking. Lupe felt like a funny-looking animal. She snuggled close to her father, who was always the one to joke and laugh and cheer her up. Today he looked out the window and said nothing.

It was evening when they climbed off the bus. They carried Lupe down the street, unlocked the door, and carried her through to the porch overlooking the central patio, where they set the cot down. As she passed through the house, Lupe was so tired she was only dimly aware of how empty it seemed. Her mother’s high carved bureau and cupboard were gone; the clothes and plates were stacked on the floor. The great old table and chairs carved by her great-grandfather, the envy of the whole village, were not there.

Lupe smelled the tortillas and beans her mother was heating from where she lay. She heard her brothers as they played with each other and with Flor, but she was too tired to do anything. She felt so hot—tired and hot. Micho the cat, hopped up onto the bed and purred against her ear. Lupe hid her face in the cat’s soft fur and slept.

For Lupe’s mother, the garden in the patio was a great joy. As Lupe lay in bed and looked at the same little garden, she began to hate every one of the plants that sat there in the sun, unmoving caged creatures like herself. She especially hated a tree of huge red poinsettias, which seemed to blaze out like burning tongues licking into her brain. Her head, her whole body was burning up with fever. It had begun the day she returned from the city and now, a week later, broke out every afternoon.

A woman in the village came to the house. She was a healer, a person who knew about medicines and took care of the women and children. When the healer turned Lupe onto her stomach to give her an injection, she saw a large patch on her bottom, at the base of the spine. After examining it carefully, the healer took Lupe’s mother to the other room to cheer her up.

 

“Estela,” she said. “Your daughter is very sick. I have seen something like this twice before, and both times the people died. Her skin is rotting inside her because she cannot move and the bed is pressing against her.” She put her arm around Lupe’s mother’s shoulder. “But I know of a place where you can take her—a place for disabled people like Lupe, where she will be taken care of and where she will be with others like herself. It is in a village not too far from here. And it is run by people who are disabled themselves. I’ve been there. My nephew, son of my sister, is there now. Estela, take her to PROJIMO.”

After the healer left, Lupe’s mother went in and sat on her daughter’s cot and looked down at her as she slept. How she had changed in those few weeks. How the whole family had changed! This little girl who had been so lively, who was always laughing and talking and moving like a restless river, now lay there day after day and stared out at the garden. Everyone did what they could to amuse her. Her friend Ana still came every day to talk with her, but she kept getting sadder. The day before, Lupe had told her mother, “I want to die. You’ve had to sell everything because of me, even El Diablo. Just let me die. You can have another baby who’s whole.”

Lupe was eating almost nothing now, and was gradually growing weaker. She seemed to hate the whole world. The only time she moved her arms was when Micho jumped onto her bed and purred down onto her neck. Then Lupe would hug the cat, and cry.

But would PROJIMO help? The surgery had done nothing to help, and it had ruined them. Maybe Lupe was right. Better wait a day or two.

But the next day when Estela was changing Lupe’s cloths, she saw that the dark patch on her bottom had turned into an open sore. The flesh inside looked gray and dead. Estela washed the area, the dead flesh fell away leaving a deep hole. There was a mass of black stinking goo where healthy flesh had been.

Lupe lay silently as her mother cleaned the sore. It didn’t hurt at all. She couldn’t feel a thing. But she could smell.

Estela was frightened by what she saw. She must get help for her child. She must take her to PROJIMO.

Lupe was hardly aware when her father carried her onto the bus, changed to another bus and yet another, and finally carried her through the streets of the small village of Ajoya. She heard a gate squeak as it opened, heard her father talking with some people, heard her name mentioned several times. But it was all dulled, as though it were taking place in another world. She felt herself being put down in a chair of some sort. But she kept her eyes shut, refusing to be part of it all.

Then she heard a woman’s voice, much closer to her this time, say, “Hello, Lupe.” She opened her eyes.

She found out later that this was Mari. What she first saw was two almond-shaped eyes looking straight across at her, two almond eyes in a pale face surrounded by lots and lots of curly brown hair. And below the eyes, the mouth was smiling with pleasure.

Lupe had not been feeling very happy in the last few weeks. And she was not feeling any happier now. But when she saw Mari’s face, she wasn’t just unhappy. She was furious!

Partly this was because Mari wasn’t smiling at her with pity, as everyone else had done since she was shot. Mari was smiling with pleasure, even joy, as though this were a normal day, a normal meeting, as though Lupe were a normal healthy girl and not a cripple. Lupe had gotten used to thinking of herself as a pitiable thing. She pitied herself, and she expected the rest of the world to do the same.

There was another reason Lupe was angry. As she was staring at the smiling face, she realized that the young woman was sitting in a wheelchair, that the woman was crippled yet acting normal. She also realized that she, Lupe, was also in a wheelchair facing her. And all around them in a large open courtyard were people on crutches, or in wheelchairs, all going about their business here and there. Lupe had no desire at all to be there. She hated cripples. She hated the world. She wanted to be whole, and riding El Diablo. She wanted to be dead.

Mari burst out laughing. “You’re just as wild as a little tiger, like I was when I first came,” she said

What angered Lupe most were the woman’s eyes. Not only because they smiled, but because the woman was wearing pale blue eye shadow on her eyelids, as though she still considered herself a person—as though she still considered herself a woman. You think eleven-year-old girls don’t notice such things or have such sophisticated thoughts, but they do. Lupe was so furious that she wanted to scream. She wanted to punch the face and the whole world. She did the only thing she had strength for: she spit right at the woman’s eyes.

Lupe’s parents were horrified, but Mari burst out laughing. “You’re just as wild as a little tiger, like I was when I first came,” she said. “Let’s take you over to the clinic now, though, and take a look at your sore.”

Lupe gave up. She lay back and closed her eyes. People could do whatever they wanted with her. She didn’t care. She felt herself being wheeled through the courtyard, felt the hot sun change to shade and heard the rumbling of the wheels change to a soft rolling hiss. She was lifted off the chair and laid on a bed.

Then Mari and a young man named Manuel began to examine her bedsore. It wasn’t pretty, and it smelled even worse. The dead flesh was mixed with pus and blood—black blood, no longer rich and red—all in a soft mass. Mari put on a pair of plastic gloves and began to clean out the sore with little squares of gauze taken from inside folded paper wrappers. She cleaned out as much of the rotten flesh as she could. At the bottom of the sore, the white bone could be seen. Mari held out some clean pads for Manuel, who poured a brown liquid soap onto them. She washed the inside of the bedsore with this, all around the bone and deep down under the edges of the skin as far as she could reach. The pressure sore extended from under the skin, and was about 5 inches across. It was not very deep, because the bone was so close to the surface.

After the sore was cleaned, Mari swabbed it with distilled water while Manuel walked himself on his crutches to bring the big plastic pot of honey. He spooned out gobs of honey on to the gauze squares that Mari held out to him. Mari then stuffed them into the hole and covered them with a bandage, which Manuel taped down.

Honey? Yes. Honey is better than almost anything for keeping out infection and for helping fresh skin to grow at the same time. Did you ever see mold growing on honey?

 

The pressure sore would be cleaned and packed again in about 12 hours, but for now, it was time to rest. Lupe kept her eyes shut against the world and slept.

When she woke up, Lupe saw her mother, sitting beside the bed. Her father and brothers were gone. They must have gone back home. Lupe was still lying on her belly. She remembered at once that she was at some place called PROJIMO, and she remembered that woman’s eyes. What a strange place this was, with people so… so… alive! As soon as the word came to mind, it brought all her anger back with it. Lupe’s life was finished. Done. Over. She glared at her mother, closed her eyes again, and shut out the world.

After a week, Lupe’s mother went back home, leaving Lupe at PROJIMO. Other people in PROJIMO tried to make friends with her, but she kept to herself. And so it went. Every day her pressure sore was treated. She was fed and cleaned and dressed. She spent most of her days on a gurney, face down to keep the pressure off her sore. The gurney, which a young man in a wheelchair, named Polo, had specially made for her, was a narrow sloping cot on wheels. The front had big bicycle wheels, so that she could push it around herself.

 

Sometimes she would wheel herself out into the courtyard, where she would watch the children playing on the swings and the jungle gym, or practicing how to walk between two bars. In the afternoons children from the whole village would come to play there because the playground was so much fun. They especially enjoyed the three rocking horses made from big tires, with sticks stuck through for their heads and horizontal sticks stuck through for the children to rest their feet on. All three horses were suspended with rubber inner tubes from tall poles.

Lupe tried to look anywhere except at the horses, but her eyes drew her back. Her eyes also drew her to Mari as she darted on her wheelchair from one part of the courtyard to the other. Sometimes Mari would look at her and wink. Lupe would scowl and glare at the ground. Or she would look at Conchita as she hung out the laundry. Or at Catalina and Miguel folding paper around the gauze squares they had cut, (which they prepared every day for sterilization in the pressure cooker in the kitchen). Sometimes Lupe watched when other people’s bedsores were being treated.

She also watched the exercises. Many people at PROJIMO had disabilities like arthritis or paralysis or cerebral palsy that could cause their muscles to shorten and joints to stiffen in bent positions. To prevent these joint contractures their legs and arms needed to be used and their joints stretched every day. Those who had use of their arms would help the others, and be helped in return.

 

Today, Lupe watched as Manuel strapped Julio onto a long board, then tilted him up to where he could stand for an hour while his legs stretched. Julio took a long puff on his cigarette, and looked over at Lupe.

“Before long you’ll be stretched out here too, like a mummy, Lupita,” he said, laughing.

Lupe wheeled herself away from him. “I don’t care! I’ll be dead anyway.”

“Oh no,” countered Julio. “As soon as that bedsore of yours is healed, we’ll strap you in like a worm in a cocoon and tickle you under your chin. Then you’ll see how much life is left in you.”

Lupe could not control her rage. She wheeled herself over to Julio and dug her fingernails into his face before he could raise his one free arm to fend her off. “I’ll scratch you worse than that if you ever try,” she yelled at him.

Julio giggled so much from this that he started to cough. The others standing around all laughed and told Lupe she was a devil and a wildcat.

“Hateful bunch of people!” she yelled at them. “I hope he coughs all night and keeps all of you awake.” She spun the gurney around and wheeled herself to her room as fast as her thin arms could make it go. She made sure neither of her roommates was there, and burst into tears. Lupe sobbed and sobbed, not because of what Julio or the others had said, but because her whole body was so full of sadness.

She cried for a long, long time, until the pillow was sopping wet and she had no more strength left to cry. She lay with her eyes closed, as smells of baking tortillas and frying onions and beans came into the room. Her stomach growled. She opened her eyes—to find Mari sitting there smiling back at her.

“It’s good to cry, isn’t it, Lupita?” she said. “I used to cry every day. Every day. For six months there wasn’t a day that I didn’t cry. And I hated the world, and everybody in it, too, day after day after day. Then, do you know what? I found out that everybody here at PROJIMO had felt the same way. They had hated the world. They had all felt that their lives were over and they had all wanted to die—just like I did.” Lupe stared at her.

“You wanted to die too? But why are you always smiling?”

Mari laughed. “That’s how I feel right now,” she said. “Now I feel that my life is a fight, and every day is a new fight, and more precious than the day before. But I used to feel sad and angry, just like you.”

“Why did you stop feeling like that?” Lupe asked.

“Well,” Mari replied. “Partly it was just time, and partly it was finding out what the others had been through and how they had overcome horrible pain and hardships, much worse than mine. Finding out how good they were—how good they are. Partly it was learning to love them, learning to accept their love for me. And maybe the best was finding out that I could help other people -that I had something to give them.”

Lupe scowled. There was no way she could help anyone, lying on this gurney all day. And anyway, she wouldn’t want to help any of them, the way they had laughed at her.

“I bet you think you can’t help anybody, the way you are now,” Mari said. “But you can do all sorts of things. You could get a broom and sweep the courtyard, for example. It’s filthy.”

“Sweep?” said Lupe. “That’s not helping anybody. That’s just stupid. Let those others sweep up their own messes.”

Mari shook her head and sighed. “I remember those days…” she said. “I was a little tiger, just like you.”

Lupe stared back at Mari with her eyes closed to slits. Then she cracked her mouth up, just a bit—the first hint of a smile in four months. “I’m a wildcat,” she said. “You’re a tiger.”

Mari laughed. “Well, how about some lunch, sister cat?” she said. “My stomach’s growling like a lion.”

Over the next few days, Lupe watched the others as they worked, exercised, or rested. She wheeled herself into the workshop to watch Felipe and Jorge at work making leather sandals with soles from old tires. She watched Polo making wheelchairs from bicycle wheels. She watched Conchita and Manuel cut out wooden toys and paint them. All these activities brought money into PROJIMO. To Lupe they all looked so complicated, and so difficult.

 

Lupe wheeled herself around and watched the pigs run through the courtyard. She watched the chickens scratching in the dirt near the garden in the mornings, and in the evenings she watched them fly up into the mango tree to roost. She looked down at the dirt under her gurney, where a long line of leaf cutter ants trod a furrow into the dry soil. Each ant held aloft a bit of green leaf which waved about as the creature made its way along.

“Why is everybody so busy?” Lupe wondered. “Why does everybody show off their stupid abilities and wave them around like chewed up leaves? It’s all so stupid, stupid, stupid.”

She pushed the bed away from the ants and rolled over to the entry gate. There she stopped and looked out at the empty street and at the closed wooden door across the way. She dozed, until she heard horses' hooves on the street stones. A young man rode up to the gate, opened the latch, and dismounted, leaving the donkey tied up right next to Lupe. Lupe recognized him as Jasmine’s brother; he rode down from the mountains about once a week to see his sister. Lupe watched him walk off, then returned her eyes back to the donkey, and lay gazing at it.

“You sure aren’t El Diablo,” she said to the donkey. “You look more like an old sweater the moths have been munching on. Dusty on those trails, huh.”

She reached up to stroke the donkey’s muzzle, when she noticed a big festering sore high on the animal’s leg, up near its chest. The wound was badly infected and oozing. Flies crawled on it and buzzed around Lupe’s hand as she stroked the donkey’s neck. She looked carefully at the sore. Then she suddenly whirled her gurney around and wheeled into the clinic, over to where the supplies were kept. Lupe took down several paper packets of gauze from the low shelf, the bottle of brown liquid soap, a bottle of distilled water, adhesive tape, and the pot of honey. But where were the plastic gloves?

Five-year old Antonio, who had come to PROJIMO for correction of his clubbed feet, walked into the room. “Antonio, where are the plastic gloves?”

Antonio pointed to a high shelf.

“Could you get me a pair?”

Antonio pulled a chair over near the shelves, climbed up, reached into the box and pulled out three gloves, which he proudly handed down to Lupe. Lupe gathered all the supplies next to herself, behind the pillow so they wouldn’t fall off, then spun her gurney around and rode back to the donkey.

She carefully put on the gloves, just as she had seen Mari do. She poured some soap onto a gauze pad, and washed all around the sore, swabbing the pus and dirt away. The donkey trembled, tried to back away, but she held its reins with her left hand and talked to it calmly while she worked. It stood quietly and accepted the treatment, only trembling when she dug particularly hard.

When Lupe had cleaned out as much pus as she could, she poured water onto new pads and cleaned off the soap. Then she dried the wound with fresh pads, dropping the used ones all around the gurney. She pulled the bottle of honey from under her pillow and tried to pull the lid off, but it wouldn’t come. There were too many things on her gurney, and the container was too big, too hard to

handle. She lay her head on it and tried to pry up one edge, but her hair stuck to it. The top wouldn’t budge. She tried to pry it off with her teeth, but all she got was a taste of honey and a sticky face. Lupe started to sweat and curse under her breath.

“How about if I open it, Doctor?”

Manuel stood there next to her bed, his arms held out to her from his crutches. Lupe’s heart sank. Now, she thought, he would take over, or he would laugh and tease her. She held out the plastic container. Manuel opened it and gave it back, then just stood there, waiting. Was he letting her do it?

Lupe hesitated, then scooped out some honey, wiped it onto a white square of gauze and held it against the sore. Then she realized that she couldn’t both hold it and cut the tape. She looked up at Manuel. Manuel picked up the tape, cut a strip and stuck it across the pad and onto the donkey’s hair.

“Next time,” said Manuel, “we’d better shave some hair off first.”

“Next time?” thought Lupe.

She spooned out another scoop of honey, held the pad against the donkey, and Manuel taped it down. Finally, Lupe took one more pad and opened it to place it over the whole sore, and Manuel again taped it in place. The two surveyed their work and looked at each other. Manuel held out his hand and solemnly shook hands with Lupe, sticky glove and all. Suddenly Lupe heard a funny slapping sort of noise. She turned. Everyone around the courtyard, was clapping for her.

“Well done, Lupe!” “Good job, Doctor Lupita!” “Next time I have bedsores, I’ll come to you!”

Lupe blushed bright red as she took off her gloves and dropped them on the ground. But suddenly there was Mari beside her, with a broom in her hand.

“Okay, Doctor Wildcat. No throwing away gloves like that; we have to wash those and then sterilize them so we can use them again. And remember how you told me that sweeping was stupid? Well, look at the ground. Whose mess is this? You’ve strewn your lovely flower petal swabs of pus and soap and donkey blood all around your poor patient. I’ll hold the dustpan for you.”

 

As Mari held the dustpan for her, Lupe swept, her eyes shining and her mouth pulled down to keep from showing how happy she was.

“I treated the donkey,” she thought. “I did it! I did it! Mari is working with me; Manuel worked with me. I can do it. I can do it.”

Mari took the broom and full dustpan in her left hand, and with her right hand she shook Lupe’s hand. “Welcome to PROJIMO, partner,” she said, and wheeled off.

Lupe stayed at PROJIMO for a little more than four months. During that time she took responsibility for cleaning the bedsores of a little girl called Jésica. Jésica had become paralyzed when she was a baby, from an injection that became infected. Every day Lupe also helped Jésica with her ‘bowel program’, using a gloved, greased finger, in the same way the nurse had taught her mother to do for her.

 

Every two or three weeks, when her family came to visit, they were amazed at how much stronger she had become, how happy she was becoming, and how much she had learned. She was almost like their old Lupe again, but a Lupe wise beyond her years. And more determined. The moment anyone tried to help her, in any way, she would firmly push them aside and do it herself.

Lupe is a composite of several disabled young people at PROJIMO. Almost every event, from the shooting accident, to the experience in the hospital, to her adventures doctoring the donkey, actually happened.

The second half of the story follows Lupe’s return home, her struggle to gain acceptance in the community, and to get into the village school. It also relates her attempts to promote oral rehydration therapy and care of children’s teeth—ideas she picked up while at PROJIMO.